Year End Review 2011

     Well, Look at the time, where has this year gone, it seems like just yesterday that I was writing my 2010 year end review, and here it is the end of an amazing 2011 and jumping into what will be an even better 2012.

     As I look back though on this year of 2011, I can only seem to feel a sense of I could have done better, I could have made better judgement calls, kinder words, better decisions, 

better, better, better and even though I did some amazing things this year, I know I can do better, and 2012 will be the time to make up for what I didn't get done in '11


     For myself, I had some amazing times out with some great people, from going to concert, listening to local bands at local places, the times spent with great people always reminds me of what I am doing and why music is such a part of my life and why it makes me smile when ever I am out listening to it..

     Life seems to always be played out in song, this year was alot about The Truth, Dirt Roads, Red Solo cups, LMFAO, Bernies/Dougies, someone like you, SnM, being born this way and Going out in style.

     The fun I had this year, in March I went on a week long Cruise in the Caribbean with 11 other friends.  What an experience, what a way to relax, over eat on amazing food, explore what is outside my normal everyday life, see some B E A utiful places and just have the time of my life.  

     I took a weekend trip down to Gatlinberg Tennessee for a weekend Birthday Party, and went zip-lining, what a great free falling experience to swing from some trees and just fall and slide down those cables, sitting in a cabin all weekend and just doing nothing but enjoying,  I cant wait to do something like this again. 


     I had another great year of Float trips and being with people I really enjoy and making new friends along the way, it doesn't hurt that I am doing something I really enjoy by being out in the rivers and woods and just enjoying down time of doing nothing but relaxing.


     Sometimes Life takes us on paths and in directions that we dont expect.  I should always be open to these new paths, I dont know what I am missing out on when I just dont open my eyes, Heart, understanding as to what it is I can benefit from going along with something that I am just unsure of.  I also need to remind myself no matter how much I am Living My Life for Me I also need to be open and understand to those around me, their feelings and what they have in mind, I think I fail to do this fare more than I realized even when I am helping those that I do extend my abilities for, helping people move, work on projects, listening to them when they are down and need advise, I still need to remember the others that I may not give my full attention to and maybe brush them off a little bit when they dont need or deserve it, I have all the time in the world and I have plenty to share, I just need to be more open to sharing it all.


     My life at times seems so slow, laid back, alone, I dont have a care in the World, at other times I am so busy planing events, vacations, enjoying my social life and what I am gonna do next, I tend to lose track of everything and what is truly important and needs to be attended to more often.  I hope to make better plans and actions in this new year, and stick to what I thought I would do in '11, I hope to make '12 one of the most amazing years I have had, and to take on what I had planned to do in '11 and take care of that in 2012 and then some.


Here is to making the best of every situation, finding what it is in life that makes the heart grow, the times stand still and the people around you know just who you truly are...

Capricorn Outlook for 2012

Capricorn

12/22 – 1/19

Year 2012 Overview

The confusion of 2011 is about to lift as clarity returns in 2012. You've no doubt been through a series of powerful metamorphoses since 2008, when Pluto took possession of your stars for the long haul. You're not even a quarter of the way through the 18-year shedding process that Pluto requires ... and yet you're not the same person you were just a few years ago by any stretch of the imagination. In some ways, you can expect this year to be a long, dramatic pause. You'll be questioning many aspects of your existence, especially your professional life. Mars, the planet of work and action, will be retrograde for the first quarter of the year in your house of higher learning and travel, putting you in a deeply introspective and philosophical mode. During this time, you'll be less inclined to hit the road than you will be to hit the books.

When the eclipse patterns stir up the winds of change for you again in spring and summer, you'll experience some major epiphanies about the new direction you need to take. The new Moon solar eclipse in your work sector brings a fresh approach to the way you go about your daily routine. And then, the full Moon lunar eclipse of June in your dream sector will bring the muse and vision to inspire you to go beyond the known. The total solar eclipse and new Moon in your goal sector in November is the final push to plant radically new seeds. There's no question that you're leaving your old life behind; it's now just a matter of faithfully emerging into the new.

Love is in the air with generous Jupiter in sister Earth sign Taurus, showering your romantic sector until June. The planet of fortune will provide ample opportunities for you to fall in love with someone new - or simply love the one you're with. Pleasure becomes a key theme for the first half of the year, providing a nice balance to your normal dutiful life.

Capricorn Outlook for 2012

Capricorn

12/22 – 1/19

Year 2012 Romantic

Love is in great abundance during the first half of 2012, while Jupiter showers big fortune on your romantic sector. If anything, you'll be bombarded with so much affection, you'll feel guilty having to break so many hearts. You could easily fall in love overseas or with someone from another country under Jupiter's influence; at the same time, love could take you on such a fabulous adventure that your entire world will open up! In any case, this is a year when you'll fall in love a little bit with everything and everyone. Life itself becomes a daily romantic experience!

Mars, the planet of drive and mojo, will be in positive aspect to your stars for the entire first half of the year. This also bodes exceptionally well for your love life. Your ability to magnetize intense encounters is remarkable under this aspect. The chemistry you have with your partner is what makes life so alive and on fire, so enjoy it. It also makes it necessary for you to have more physical outlets for your surplus of libidinal energy. You're usually more apt to direct this energy toward your work, but during the first half of the year, you're more likely to put it into your love life.

With Pluto continuing to excavate nearly every area of your life through its ongoing 18-year renovation project in your constellation, your relationships are no exception. One-to-one encounters are like being in constant psychoanalysis - you learn so much about yourself through the mirror of your relationship, and that isn't always easy or pretty. Still, you'll perpetually unearth some very deep insights about yourself through this process. If you've endured lost love over the past few years, trust that every death in your love life will be followed with a powerful rebirth.

Time Away, Taken Away

     So I wanted to thank the few of you who have added me to your blog watching and reading.

I much appreciate the small following that you have given me, and I also want to apologize for leaving for almost 4  months.

I had the intentions of making it an every couple of day post, showing what I was thinking and going through in my always Balanced Life.  I dont know why, but I lost that Balance that drive, the interest, the need to open up and allow what it was I had going on be shared with others.  So I took myself away from the writing and also away from social media for a while, and I am just now getting back to this form of expressing myself.  My last post was about my past coming back and running into me when i didn't expect it, then later on in my time away it came across me again, and it really sent me for a spin, so the time away was a blessing that I needed to do for me.

      In my time away I did some things for me, I changed some lifestyle eating habits, got on a new body detox plan to cut out the things that are bad for me, cut out some people who are bad for me, and I think some people even cut me out of their lives that I was bad for.  I dont even know where the last 4 months have gone, I dont fully remember what it is I have done, enjoyed, experienced, it just seems it is all mixed together in something that I will have to look back on and pick and choose what I remember and want out of it all.

     So I just wanted to write, let those of you that are following me know that I am hopefully back, and I plan on writing more, and opening back up to what I initially started all this for. I have the need again to tell my story, and share with whom ever wants to read and follow along hopefully learn from me, and even help me understand a little something different along the way.

A great thing about writing, it never misses you, it always welcomes you back no matter how long you were gone, or for what reasons you left, it loves what ever story you have to tell, it never calls you a liar, a cheat, a loser, weirdo, player, a waste, all it ever wants for you, is for you to put the words down, so you can tell your story and help others while also helping yourself.

     I can no longer allow myself or anyone else to take away moments, I can never get back, I can never change, and I can never enjoy again.  I must just live for this moment and everything that I get from it, good and bad, because that is the journey I enjoy so much about life anyway, never know what will come from it, but knowing that the fun of the journey is the most exciting part of everything I do.